May 20, 2009(5) and day two (morning)

My mind was almost numb as i walked towards the small toilet in her house.

There were strange rumblings in my stomach...as I forced myself to stop thinking what all I had ingested today. The clock ticked 1 PM as I opened the door of the small toilet, and again, subjected my heart to stop beating for few moments. The so-called small toilet was a guest toilet in Risha's home, and even in light of a small yellow colored zero-watt bulb, I could see the layers of dirt on the floor as well as remnants of usage on the Indian-style toilet commode. A small room of merely 5 ft by 7 ft, wherein the commode itself occupied major place - it seems that it has not been cleaned for ages. There was an old-styled flush on the opposite end of the door and a small tap on right hand side, with an old small mug lying under it. With its size, I believe one could have only used it for standing and squatting...and that too would have been difficult and suffocating, with the door closed. And Risha wanted me to sleep here...for rest of my life! How can one even one lie down here. And then, as I numbly looked on, tears flooded my eyes as I realised that Risha actually wanted me to sleep in a toilet commode - since that was the only way one could lie here. My naked body started trembling, as I just closed my eyes and for the first time after my enslavement, cried out a bit loud. I just glided down the wall and squatted next to the wall, still crying. After what seemed to be eternity, my tears stopped, I strecthed out my legs as far as I could within confines of my new 'abode' and tried to sleep.

I had a very fitful sleep, as I kept thinking about today's events. Just two days ago, I was a senior manager at India's leading PR agency with leading clients and a team of four associates supporting me, I had my own home and a comfortable bank account, one of the sought-after bachelors in the industry...and what am I today...perhaps no more even a human.

I just got up after few hours. It was still dark outside, but my body was now paining because of the way I had slept. I went out of the room - the clock read 4:25 am. I instinctly remembered that Risha had wanted everything ready before she wakes up. I think my mind has accepted my status now.

I quickly had a bath at the main bathroom, while Risha was fast asleep. A portion of her foot was out of the cover, and as I saw it, it somehow transfixed me...and to my surprise, I instinctly sat down on my knees and brought my lips closer to kiss her toes. And somehow, I wanted to stay there for my life, when a small nudge of her foot brought me to my senses and I realised that I need to complete everything before she wakes up. And I realised that even I was hungry.

So I went to the kitchen. Now this was one area I was comfortable at - since I have been coming to her place to cook for last few days now. I quickly took out some pasta and bread and spent next 45 minutes in preparing a tomato basil pasta and sandwiches for breakfast. I also quickly grabbed few bites and then - it was time to wake my Goddess up.

I went to a mirror and was surprised to see me naked, with a leash hanging by my neck. But then, I know I was looking good. I quickly scanned Risha's dressing table, picked up a bottle of unisex deo and sprayed it on me...I thought that a fresh smell will help me to stay awake as well as make Risha feel good about me.

So at about 7 am, I again went to her bed and sat beside her feet. Resisting any last remnants of my male ego and human existence, I let my lips start kissing her toes. After a while, her feet nudged. As is taking the hint, I took out my tongue and started licking the soles of her feet, softly first and gradually increasing the pressure. Risha gradually moved, changed her side...as I continued to lick her soles. The clock was reaching close to 7:30 am, and I knew that she has to leave for office in an hour's time - but she seemed to enjoy her new dog. I increased my pressure and started licking more ferociously...and I guess she got the message and got up. She looked in my eyes, gave a slight smile, strecthed her arms...and she was looking so beautiful that I was again transfixed. She snapped me out of this and gestured me to come to the side of the bed from the foot of the bed. I moved to the side of her bed while walking on my knees. She looked at me for an instance, then caught hold of my leash and before I realised it, gave it a hard tug, bringing my face up closer to hers and spat on my mouth.

I was again numbed.
'Sweetie, I don't want my dog to do tricks in the morning. God has given you four legs, so walk on them. Today, you will only walk on your knees and arms when I'm here. And you must be greatful to me that I'm not asking you to crawl the whole day. Now, lie down on your back.'

I was just following her orders...I realised that even my senses have stopped resisting these in face of her dominance and determination.

I lied down, she placed her feet over my body, and then rubbed one feet on my face and one feet on my penis.

After few instances, she again tightly tugged the leash and asked me to sit on my knees, facing her. She then forced my head down to the top of her feet. And, without she saying anything, I started licking them - strong, passionate licks...from her toes right upto her ankles.

She again tugged my leash...and I almost cried in pain everytime she did that...saying, "Lick between toes, you maggot."

I did so.
After about two minutes, she said, "So hopefully now you know your morning wake-up routine. I want it to get better each day. Now, is my bathroom ready?'

I remembered that I had kept her towel on the rack and had organised her things neatly. So I said yes.

And what came next was a tight slap on my face.

'Who asked you to speak. Either gesture by moving your neck or rub your nose three times in front of my feet before you speak...this is last time I'm forgiving you for this, or you will be out. Ok, spotty."

Yes, as I accepted my new nick name.

'And is the glass bowl in there?'

I remembered that it was in the kitchen...I had hoped, when in kitchen today morning, that it is never used again. I shook my head, indicating no.

'Why dear, you won't to stop drinking now? Fluids are necessary for your body and from now on, my nectar is the only thing which you can drink. No water and nothing else. Is that understood?'

I didn't know how to react.

She tugged at my leash and said, "I don't want numb dogs serving me. Now go and keep it in my bathroom. Then come here again and I will ride on you to the bathroom, is that clear?"

As she rode my back to inside her bathroom, she suddenly remarked, "Hey, what is this? Have you used my bathroom? How come it is wet?'

My heart began beating fast. I never realised that using her bathroom could be an issue. I geared myself for another punishment.

She said, after few moments, ' Look dog, you have done an unpardonable mistake today. But Im getting late for office and so, will hold your punishment for today. Now just go out and lie with the doormat on your sick body and wait for me to come.'

She came out after about 10 minutes and stood on me, wiping her feet dry with my body and face.

She moved down and said, ' I hope that breakfast is ready. I don't have time to count any other of your mistakes today. Go and set it up on table and wait for me.'

She came after minutes, wearing a see-through night gown. I had laid out breakfast on table and waiting, on my all fours - as she came and took a seat. In between her breakfast, she suddenly asked me, ' Dog, did u have your breakfast? I hope no because you are only allowed to eat what I permit, right?'

I wanted to lie...but found myself saying that i had some pasta she is just having.

She looked at me for few moments, then said, "shhh...first day and you are doing all these things. Can you even imagine how hard my punishments can be. Anyways, unfortunately, i dont much time to offer you these pleasures. That's actually bad for you, since these will only get intense. Anyways, for now, go and bring a raw egg. Go now.'

I quickly four-stepped into the kitchen and brought an egg.

She took the egg and dropped it on floor. It immediately broke, spilling out all its contents and making the floor messy. She looked at me again and spat on it. She again looked at me, 'Jack off, in a minute. Let the entire juice be a part of this.'

I knew that my facility was already excited and it actually didn't took me time to jack off, as my semen splurged out and became the part of gooey mix of raw egg and Risha's spit.

'Now lick it...and I want the floor to be totally licked clean. Do it, now'

So here was I...licking the mix of raw egg, Risha's spit and my semen from the floor near Her feet, as she continued enjoying her hot pasta and sandwiches breakfast. As I completed, i again looked at her.

She looked at the floor for some time and somehow convinced that I have licked it off clean, ordered me to bring the glass bowl from bathroom - brimming with her hot, smelly urine.

'Now, drink this whole thing up. Now, in just 2 seconds - just gulp it down.'

I did it, almost puking out.

She tugged my leash, 'And since you have completed your drink lot for the day, you will not drink anything for the day till I come back and refresh your stock. And learn to store it up properly now...if you don't want to die before completing your slavery term just because of thirst. Now clear the table and meet me at the room. And don't force me to further enhance your punishment stock. You already have ensured few really tough days ahead.'

I took few minutes to clear the table and place the bowl back at the bathroom. My stomach was already revolting on what I just had. I think that Risha was not making me a dog, she was making me a pig.

As I entered her room, I was pleasantly surprised to see her wearing a nice dark red top and a an embroidered skirt with it. Risha was always abreast with latest styles and her way of dressing was an envy even amongst girls.

She suddenly noticed me and said, 'Listen, you think you're on a honeymoon or what? I don't want this delay in coming here next time. Is that right? Now, what are you looking at, you good-for-nothing piece of shit - go and fetch some shoes for me. Go now.'

I rushed to her shoe rack. She must have had more than 60 pairs of different shoes of all shapes, colors and sizes. It took me some time to make out what shoes will look good with her dress today, finally short-listed three and then, remembering that Im supposed to be dog and a not a man anymore, picked these shoes in my mouth and placed them at Risha's feet - one by one.

'Hmm, decent choice. I think I will go for red heels. Hold it for me.'

I immediately leapt and held out her red heels in my hands, waiting to get them on her feet.

'Hey, wait a minute,' she said, 'have you cleaned them?'

I again gulped down. No, I had not.

She looked at me for few moments, then put forward her feet in them and sat cross legged - looking at the mirror and completing her make-up. She started moving her feet, and I got my signal. I immediately lied down and started licking the soles of her shoes...doing at as best as possible...stracthing away solid dirts from my teeth and ingesting everything. I licked the top, the sides, the poined tips, and all around the heels. The shoes were actually glistening! I moved out and waited for Goddess's next order.

She jsut completed her make-up and then turned her shoes up to see if they were clean enough. I waited in anticipation.

' You can't do anything right, right? Have you looked at below the heels, there is still dirt out there. Bow down and place your tongue out, strecth it and it should be on the floor,'

I bowed all down in front of her feet. I strecthed my face so that my chins were on floor as far as possible. And then, I took my tongue out and strecthed it to maximum, so that its tip was almost on floor and it was trembling.

I continued in that pose for atleast 5 minutes. Each muscle on my neck and back was paining with enormous intensity.

She rose up after some time, and before I could realise it, put her heels on my extended tongue and starting rubbing it in - it felt as if thousand nails have been put through-&-through my tongue - as Risha was almost standing now, with her heels right on top of my tongue. She did that for both her heels and then stepped aside.

I gradually tried to pull in my tongue. I was sure that it was punctured. I could taste the blood. I started getting up, when Risha placed her shoe on my head and said, 'who said you're forgiven?'

i gathered all my energy to speak. First, it was all mumbled, then I started to sound something - and every sllyable I spoke caused intense pain in my tongue, 'Im sorry Goddess. I am not even worth serving you as your dog and have pained you with my stupid mistakes. I beg your forgiveness, for the only purpose of my life is to serve you and your feet. I will ensure that you will not be troubled with these issues later. Please punish me as much as you want, since your punishment is my only repentance. But please forgive me and do let me beg at your feet and be blessed with your blessings. Please forgive me.' I then started rubbing my nose in front of her feet.

After few moments, she asked me to stop and then, put her heel on my back and with all pressure, scratched my back - leaving behind a thin stratch and a stream of blood - as I pressed my head down the floor, bearing all the pain.

'This is just a small lesson...and you will be getting bigger lessons in days to come.'

With this, she picked her bag and left the room...leaving me still crying in that pose and pain everywhere.






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